352:365 // "thinking is good. over-thinking can end things before they ever get the chance"

i need to stop.

but the fear of losing you is real. I can't seem to stop thinking.it's sad how our conversation shrunk as days passed. just weeks back, when our conversation became lesser, you'd say how sad it is because we talked so little that day, but now it's just a normal thing. I remember the first time i lost you, it was like this too. Our conversation grew lesser and lesser, and one day it just stopped. so tell me how, how do i stop overthinking.

it's hard, but i'll try, even if it kills inside.

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