#believe ♡

heheheh i'm finally back on this space of mine!! I've got no idea what to put as the blog title hence my random and weird (but cute) title whoops heh. I'm just gna update about today, and post some photos of what had happen during the month of November if i can find those photos :-) Today i met up with my pretty bf, MinJie!! Finally met her after 2 years, and yeah both of us grown alot. I love how our friendship are, it's like though we didn't meet up for YEARS, but when we saw each other, there wasn't any feeling of awkwardness or anything! Although we have not been in contact for years, yet the feel we had for each other since day 1 is still there x hehehe didn't really spam much photos but yay more memories with her collected  ♥  Gna go to her house to bake tmr (which is like in a few hours time???) for my colleagues cuz i'm gna resign. the photos will be in random orders, so it's not based on the dates or anything!! Not all photos are p...

deleted everything in this post because all the photos were "deleted" by blogger and it shows this sign: sigh, all the memories and photos taken are entirely gone :-( (p/s: updated 22 Nov'14)

Feelings tell the truth, they never lie Feelings tell the truth between you and I But what if they hide, they don't come out Then how will your feelings come about Through signs, that's falling in love ((found a poem on the web hahaha))

Have you ever felt like you're not important to anyone at all? Have you ever felt that your importance towards others is just as small as an ant? Have you ever felt like your existence was a nuisance to others? yes. Have you ever been hurt by your closest people around you? Have you ever been given high hopes and then being crushed so badly? Have you ever been feeling depressed over nothing? yes. Have you ever forgot how it feels like to have a crush on someone? Have you ever forgot how it feels to get attached to someone? Have you ever forgot how to even like someone? yes. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A confused mind  can barely write these lines  only knows its time  for a change  to stop the pain  that builds inside     A confused mind  prepared to...

Saturday with Ling! Did POA for 2 hours at her house and then had a 2 hour singing, doing covers! hehehe, both of us enjoy singing and dancing (i can't sing and dance....) and that's one thing in common within us. She's a great dancer (SUPER) and good in singing too, envy her alot :-( Price Tag (trimmed) Our voices may not be good and might ruined the song, but we really enjoyed it and had lots of fun & laughters filming! Apologizes for any mispronounced words or any out-of-tune voices :-( hehehe till then! ;)

It's been really looooonnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggg since my last entry in this blog. Neglected this space for quite awhile (laziness caused this hehe) and though there are times i NEED too blog but eventually didn't cuz of yea, too lazy. Sorry for the weird and random title of the post cuz i really didn't know what to put LOL. Anw, ALOT of things happened when i was away from this virtual "world" of mine. Its really alot to the extent. Too much, way too much. Good and the bad, all happened, and yes, of course it all ended as well too. But this week is definitely a bad week in a way(???) due to PRELIMS. P-R-E-L-I-M-S and it was soooooooo not good, because this means, there is still N levels (mehhhh). Only had like less than 6 hours of sleep, in two days. Tmr's express math and it's after the damn school which ends at 5pm. OH MY GOSHHHH. *stabs self Just some photos to update on the happy things that happened (I DON'T THINK THE PHOTOS ARE IN ORDERS. Not ...

So i guess being alone is the only right thing to do. Oh wait, being alone seems wrong too. So am i supposed to leave this fucked up world? Since whatever i do is wrong. Well, i wish i can. Haters gna hate anw. Urgh, if i continue going with the dancers and the sec 3s, i'm sure they'll get judges and talked about too. Whoever i go with is wrong. I'm sorry then. Don't know why the fuck am i in this judgmental and fucked up world. When everything starts to get better and good, there's always someone ruining the start and turning it bad and worse and there goes my hope of life getting better. So hard to stay strong.

Scape on Friday w Hans and the guys and Scape again ytd w my group of bobbas ;) had our dance practice at scape and the weather was really torturous. We had several drinks within just a few hours. Had lots of fun and went shopping w them after dancing. Lyl, Hidayu and Huikee had to leave first, leaving Elissa and i. Went for some shopping at h&m and got ourselves a long sleeves top. Failed to get a pullover though ;/ looking really unglam in all the photos, idk why