#believe ♡

I happened to read about something that really struck me hard. And I believe this applies to everyone as well. Every single one of us take things for granted, knowingly or unknowingly, we will only realized it when it's gone. you never know what you have until you lose it. you always know what you have, you just never think you'd lose it. There are things we failed to realize how important something or someone is, until they are gone from our lives. Though I'm sure all of us have cherished something only after it's gone before, but people like me, never learn. "Appreciate what you have before it becomes what you had" till then x

I see you with her and it crushes me inside Guess I should stop thinking about you all the time Maybe this is what I needed maybe this is a sign Maybe I've been blind to reality baby tell me Every little glance my way Every time you wanted to hang You seemed so interested Could you tell me was it real or was it all in my head Was it real or was it all in my head She's so pretty you two look so great Time for me to move on now it was probably just a silly crush anyway But I just cant help but think that we, we could've had something Have I really been blind to reality baby tell me Every little glance my way Every time you wanted to hang You seemed so interested Could you tell me was it real or was it all in my head Was it real or was it all in my head Was it real or was it fake? Was it all a mistake? Boy, I just gotta know was it all in my head, all in my head? Did you ever feel the same? Was my mind just playing games? Boy, I just gotta know was it all in my head, all in my...

假如把犯得起的错 能错的都错过，应该还来得及去悔过 假如没把一切说破 那一场小风波，将一笑带过 在感情面前，讲什么自我 要得过且过，才好过 全都怪我 不该沉默时沉默，该勇敢时软弱 如果不是我 误会自己洒脱 让我们难过 可当初的你，和现在的我，假如重来过 倘若那天 把该说的话好好说，该体谅的不执著 如果那天我 不受情绪挑拨 你会怎么做 那么多如果，可能如果我 可惜没如果，只剩下结果 如果早点了解 那率性的你 或者晚一点 遇上成熟的我 不过 喔 全都怪我 不该沉默时沉默，该勇敢时软弱 如果不是我 不会自己洒脱 让我们难过 可当初的你，和现在的我，假如重来过 倘若那天 把该说的话好好说，该体谅的不执著 如果那天我 不受情绪挑拨 你会怎么做 那么多如果，可能如果我 可惜没 如果，没有你和我 都怪我 不该沉默时沉默，该勇敢时软弱 如果不是我 不会自己洒脱 让我们难过 可当初的你，和现在的我，假如重来过 倘若那天 把该说的话好好说，该体谅的不执著 如果那天我 不受情绪挑拨 你会怎么做 那么多如果，可能如果我 可惜没如果，只剩下结果 可惜没如果

it felt like history is repeating itself on me twice. After so long, I just realized I've yet to move on, again, after going through all these for 2 years plus, thinking I wouldn't have to go through it again. All the mini stories ended abruptly, all partially because of me. Even how things became and how things are happening, it's exactly the same, but different people. I thought I'd be able to face it without the need to cry silently, but I just can't. Trying so hard but it is just so hard to control. how can one who love so much, let go and move on so fast. won't one think of coming back after leaving without a word? i've got no idea how and what am i supposed to do now, i really don't

Whatever you're searching for You won't find it here But I'll admit something keeps pulling me back into your atmosphere I'm really good at mistakes All the marks I left on the page They seem to never wanna disappear Why do you still come around? When all I do is push, push, push you away I really really wanna take a chance on you but I I hesitate I'm afraid to start Don't wanna break your heart Just finished picking up the pieces from this mess I never meant to hurt nobody But now I tend to move slowly Cause if I ever slip from your fingertips My name would be stained on your lips Feels like everybody's watching To see what my next move is Do I proceed with caution or do I just dive in? But I'm fine with taking it slow Enjoy life on my own But I can be confusing sometimes, I know I'm surprised you're still around Baby all I do is push, push, push you away I really really wanna take a chance on you but I I need to make sure this isn't just a...