#believe ♡

it's kind of upsetting knowing all your flaws and yet not being able to do anything about but feel insecure. i know it is normal to feel insecure (for most of the girls) but i don't think it's normal being insecure about every single thing about yourself. i really really admire how others accept themselves for who they really are and not have any insecurities. hate how insecure i am about my body, my scars, my personality, basically every part of me. hate how i must constantly remind myself i'll be good enough for others soon. hate how insecure i am. hate is a very strong word, and yeah sadly, i really do hate how i'm like this mehh. trying so hard to slowly accept everything about me and all i'm hoping for is someone who would love every single thing about me, be it my body, scars, flaws etc, because i know i will never love myself that much. really grateful and appreciative to people around me who accepted me for who i really am, accepting my scars ...

all the photos aren't in order!!! :-) bry photobombing  Raven!!  Xavier :-)) Don  Clement zhengtai aka fat the girls Clement's birthday !! where was bry and I looking hahahaha Dash :-) Songyuan beth's birthday!!

"good morning princess" are probably words I ain't going to hear for quite some time, but that's okay. good things fall apart so that better things can fall together right? it's really funny how someone moved on so fast, like it never happened, probably that's because they are happier that way. if that's the case, then it's alright since other's happiness has always been more important than mine. i'm glad i have friends that genuinely cared for me. though i don't know if they really do care, but all i know is that there are people out there willing to do things as long as i'm happy, and that is what matters most. me being happy in exchange of them sacrificing things, and for that i'm blessed x thankful to people that stayed in my life, appreciative to those that entered, grateful to those that left. note to self:   it's time for me to stop dwelling about the past and make better memories with better people. life still goes...

"有人说,两个人在一起, 出了爱情还需要很多福气, 否则的话相爱容易相处难, 再深的感情早晚会消磨殆尽, 到时候, 彼此的伤害多过于相爱, 在一起反而成了折磨"