2:365 // "brand new year, brand new life"

happy 2015 guys!! (though i know i'm a day late, as usual) 2014 has been really shitty at the same time it was a great year, definitely better than 2013. Super thankful for people who have stayed with me throughout the entire year of 2014, despite my annoyance and me being so irritating.
special thanks to:
  • the fab (hans & fang) - ♡♡♡ so much love for them x
  • fang's family
  • the girls (yl, hide, okta, lynn & gwen)
  • minjie 
  • ramiya & jie janie 
  • michael, xh, kama, isabel, irfan and the dog (weiwei) - my life would be SUPER boring without the sec4s
  • sharon - someone i'm thankful for x 
  • bbg
  • "fan" club (delsher, lester, nigelius, etc)
  • yanling's family
  • xueqi (childhood friend/sister) 
without them, my 2014 wouldn't be as good as it seems. Some of them even stayed by me at my worst and for that, i'm really grateful and appreciate them!! i can't even believe i'm going to be 18 this year and i'm sure ALL of my friends can't believe it either.at the same time, would like to thank those people who made a big impact in my life, and left like nothing happened. because with you guys, i'm able to see who really stayed in my life genuinely.


it's kind of happy yet sad to say that i've finally got over you completely after 2 years and 3 months(??) there are times i really wished time would rewind or even give us another chance but i guess it's just my wishful thinkings. to be honest, i don't ever want to forget you, but i need to and i must, in order to continue my life normally. it still hurts to know how you've been haunting me like it just happened, yet you're living so perfectly fine without me. can't believe i'm tearing up again just by typing this short note to you. even though i know you are never ever ever going to read this. how silly am i. it's time to move on from you, the past is the past. goodbye 첫사랑 x

i have nothing much to blog but on new year's eve, i went to eat mookata with hans, fang, michael, weiwei, nicholas, isaac, sarah (isaac's gf), nanda, ernest, rachel (ernest's gf), jeremy tay & jaeik and then dhiyaul and jonas joined us for countdown. spent the entire first morning of 2015 very simply but it was really good (shan't explain more hehe) sadly, we didn't take photos during the countdown/new year :-(( mehhh


probably the only photo for countdown/new year
PC: hans


resolution for 2k15:

1.  probably 2014's undone wishlist/to-do list here & 2014's resolutions here (pretty much the same)
2. get into the poly course that i want
3. be more decisive
4. get a fking boyfriend HAHAHA (i'm fking 18 this year and single for 2 years omg)
And this means I'm gna have more wishlist/to-do list to add on, for example, things I wna do with my boyfriend.
- watch a movie
- the sunset
- long bus ride
- shopping!!!!!!!
- double date tgt with the fab 
- day at the beach
- couple/matching things!!!! (tee, watch, shoe etc) it's so cuteeee
- USS tgt
- 
5. study abroad
6. none of the people i mentioned above to leave :(
7. spend my 18th happily!!!! (i can't wait to be legal, but i'm so old)
8. be vvvv happy
9. happiness for every single people around me, that's the most i ever want
10. figure out what i really want to achieve in life. i realised i have no goals in life. and what's the point of living without any goals ha
11. stop procrastinating (my resolution every year HAHA queen procrastinator is me)
12. stop being late???? since i'm the late queen hehe
13. cross out at least one of my bestfriends' wishlist (hans, fang etc)
14. be more feminine
15.
I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE ALREADY, WHY.



i really really hope and pray that 2015 will be a goooooood year, please be x

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