12:366 // "On Extraordinary Love - thoughcatalog"

As usual, came across a post on thoughtcatalog. recently, my posts contain several thoughtcatalog articles, just to let you guys know, i tend to visit thoughtcatalog.com daily, usually i chance upon it on twitter everyday.

today, i read up on this post called On Extraordinary Love, as stated on my title. I thought of my past relationships. I had 2 relationships, first one was on 2012 and the second one was recently last year, 2015. I hate to admit it, but i honestly regretted my second relationship. Though it indeed have happy moments but it was a wrong feeling. it was more of being grateful than love. I have been dating someone since 2014, on and off, up till now.

after my first break up, i felt so betrayed (not going to say why), i felt that everything wasn't real, "did he really love me?" however, i still had faith that he'll come back. a year passed, two years and towards the third year, things were getting better,

“Why wasn’t love enough?”

“Because love wasn’t the issue.”  

till xh appeared in my life again (long story), and yeap, he's the one i'm dating.

"When you’re meant to be with someone, you’re willing to do the unprecedented for that person.

Their well-being comes before your own. Their tears make your eyes heavy.  Their laughter is a medicine for even your deepest of wounds. "

i start to think of all the possibilities, all the unnecessary worries and scenes & wonder, "is love really everything?" "is love enough to conquer all obstacles?"

is our love extraordinary?