86:365 // "Don't let insecurities ruin the beauty you were born with"

it's kind of upsetting knowing all your flaws and yet not being able to do anything about but feel insecure. i know it is normal to feel insecure (for most of the girls) but i don't think it's normal being insecure about every single thing about yourself. i really really admire how others accept themselves for who they really are and not have any insecurities.

hate how insecure i am about my body, my scars, my personality, basically every part of me. hate how i must constantly remind myself i'll be good enough for others soon. hate how insecure i am.

hate is a very strong word, and yeah sadly, i really do hate how i'm like this mehh. trying so hard to slowly accept everything about me and all i'm hoping for is someone who would love every single thing about me, be it my body, scars, flaws etc, because i know i will never love myself that much.

really grateful and appreciative to people around me who accepted me for who i really am, accepting my scars and flaws, things that i have yet to accept it myself. thankful and blessed x

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