Have you ever?
Have you ever felt like you're not important to anyone at all?
Have you ever felt that your importance towards others is just as small as an ant?
Have you ever felt like your existence was a nuisance to others?
Have you ever been hurt by your closest people around you?
Have you ever been given high hopes and then being crushed so badly?
Have you ever been feeling depressed over nothing?
Have you ever forgot how it feels like to have a crush on someone?
Have you ever forgot how it feels to get attached to someone?
Have you ever forgot how to even like someone?
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A confused mind
can barely write these lines
only knows its time
for a change
to stop the pain
that builds inside
A confused mind
prepared to fight
doesn't know whats right
Still with the pain
wishes it would go away
needs a piece of paradise
exactly how i'm feeling. Lost in confusion, like an illusion.
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So.... I found out something about myself recently. I can never get angry with anyone. Some says it's a good thing, but some says it's not. Personally, i think that it isn't good at all. Not getting angry with anyone, allows me to be taken advantage of. I'm always being used, or always being someone's backup plan. At that particular night, i just cried..... in the shower. I realized, it is not because of my personality, but it is because i know i'm not important to anyone at all. It's like my importance to them is....... and that is what makes me sad. I guess it is because i don't want to lose any more people in my lives. "what if they don't talk to me anymore?" "what if he's angry with me because i'm angry?" "what if they don't care i'm angry?" Too many "what if". Too many people came and left. I'm trying to cherish EVERY single people in my live now. But...
"The person u love the most is mostly the one who hurts you the most"
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